Was Co-horsed at 9 to suck dick

When I was very young 9 at the time I was over at a friends house for the night. I got up to go to the bathroom and walked past his older b*****rs (14 y/o) room he seen me and called me in. we started talking and he was rubbing his dick in his pajamas and me if I have seen one hard I never hard until then he pulled his dick out I was scared yet amazed of this size difference he ask me to touch it feel how hard it felt as I went to touch it with my finger he grabs my hand and says here like this and wraps my hand around it and slow running my hand up and down it. after a couple of min. he ask me to lick it and put it in my mouth I said no I said pee comes out of there and he said he has just taken a shower and it was clean about 10 mins went by and I finally gave in move in putting the tip only in my mouth and he pushed forward with his hip and I took more in. He slow kept sliding it in and out of my mouth next thing I knew he grabs the back of my head and trusting it in all the way face fucking me he grunted and groaned I was gagging on his cock then all of a sudden my mouth was full I just took my first load ever I swallowed it most of it hit the back of my mouth. when he was done he told he would kick my ass if I told anyone told me to get the fuck out of his room. I have never told any one till now. I later have since then sucked a few other cocks I find I guess you can say Bi Passive I am in a relationship with a woman but suck cock from time to time over the years she doesn't know I have. you see them in my post.